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self torment

by spiderblush

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i’ve given all that i have
you’ve given much less than that
i make excuses for you
i make excuses, get ruined for you
and what do you do?
you lie to me too
you dance in my room
like what do i do?
get ruined for you
get out of my room
get ruined for you
get ruined for you
i'm ruined for, i'm ruined for

sometimes i cannot breathe
i make fun of you and me
we spend time analyzing
i don't feel, but i'm suffering

you say i look exactly the same
guessing myself like a game of charades
i make up rules that nobody else plays
but why do i feel like i’m stuck without change?
(you haven't changed)

what if i trace
the shape of your life?
can nobody feel?
is there nothing inside?
i talk to myself
so i don’t have to hide
but honesty hurts
and i lose track of time
guess it’s for the best
if i just close my eyes
guess it’s for the best
if i tell you a lie
you lie to yourself
but there’s truth you will find
you lie to yourself
but there’s truth you will find

you say i look exactly the same
guessing myself like a game of charades
i make up rules that nobody else plays
but why do i feel like i’m stuck without change?
(you haven't changed)

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released July 14, 2023
p. mandumé

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spiderblush Tampa, Florida

@spiderblush is a 22-year old indie artist from Tampa, Florida.

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